XIX. In this way of partaking and uniting the soul with God and Mary, I hardly have any image or representation of the loving Mother, for it happens very sublimely and entirely in spirit, detached from everything that falls into imagery or sense. Only a very spiritual awareness and memory of God and Mary remain as united in one, corresponding to this view and that memory of Mary, as they are one in God and with God, my love flows or burns entirely towards God and Mary as to one simple object.
The same happens in my daily interactions with them. When I cast a loving glance at God with fervent desire, so that in everything I do or pass by, I fulfill His most holy will, it is accompanied by a similar glance at the loving Mother with a similar desire, that I may please her in everything, with great simplicity, calmness, and mental clarity. It feels to me in a certain way like a constant revelation, a kind of constant partaking and uniting with God and Mary in God, for my soul is almost inseparable from them, because my understanding, memory, and will are essentially bound to them and have their knowledge, memory, and love almost imprinted within me.
I can no longer clarify this further with words, nor express the way I feel dominated, inspired, animated, and led by Mary's spirit, nor the way I receive divine influence in my soul from her spirit and through her spirit. This must remain in writing.
