What matters is to be in God's sight.

I believe that both states, the need to read and the ability to do without reading, are good. Both have their time. What matters is to be in God's sight: and then do what attracts you. He instills in our souls the rhythms by which we act, as if we were not acting, or even do not act at all.

(Cardinal Charles Journet /1891–1975/, correspondence)